Welcome, Sammie!
Originally from Louisiana, Samantha Ryan Chandler raised three girls. She is a co-founder of Childspring International and helps bring disadvantaged children from Haiti, the Philippines, Ethiopia, and other countries, to the United States for donated surgery.
Tell us why you love your new book, A Love Song: How God Pursued Me and Found Me, an impossibly true story.
I am proud of my book as it speaks of many God-given promises to believers for encouragement and enlightenment. My book is a glimpse of my life trying to find God in unnerving circumstances that were just not understandable.
What’s the main thing you learned during the process of writing and publishing this book?
Having written The End and Amen, I found that I was totally free. The writing of my life to see God in my circumstances was cathartic. The publishing aspect was so fast that I had to take notice that this could just possibly be a God movement.
What should your readers discover and want to share with their family and friends after reading this book?
I have had readers contact me. Some have said they wanted to get closer to God and discover Him in their life while others expressed a sadness reading my story only to arrive at the end and find a joy that was unexpected.
Find out more at http://www.samantharyanchandler.com
Epilogue
I have learned reams of knowledge, wisdom, and patience since I first began this journey of writing about my life. The emotional healing cannot be quantified. To tell my story, I had to acknowledge that my trek had a plethora of enlightenment, hatred, love, abuse, forgiveness, betrayal, greed and fear. The day I finished the manuscript, I went for a long walk to process my thoughts. As I walked, I began a murmur into my heart, saying “I am free!” The murmur transcended into a low voice. Before I returned home, I had to shout for all to hear, “I am free, I am free!!” The next morning was quite different. I awake to the thought of what do I do now? The manuscript lived in my laptop for several weeks as I had not the courage to present my work. After all, I am just a skinny girl from Nowhere, Louisiana. Who would want to hear my heart…or my story? Having lived all the negative and destructive emotions with a scant few of good ones thrown in, I decide that I can do this. Remember my belief that I can do anything for five minutes? I can present my soul to the world. It clearly became a world wind of publishers, etc. It became a book so fast that it made my head spin. I definitely took notice that this just might be a “God thing.”
My manuscript is soon to be a book. I write my epilogue five months after I finished the manuscript with having written The End and Amen. On occasion, I talk to friends about the title of being an author, but it feels like it belongs to someone else. This period of five months brings me to reflection mode. I have come to realize that there are four complete stages in recovery. They are in the order you receive them:
1) Faith
2) Trust
3) Surrender
4) Rest
When we encounter a trial and a test of our identity in Christ, we begin with faith. Something dreadful happens, so we recount what we know of our knowledge of whom God is and what scripture says about life on earth. This stage usually is quite long, especially if the trial extracts a price of pain and anguish. Some people never leave this stage and more than likely do not win in the end. Remember when God wants to take you to another level of belief in His goodness and promises, his patience of getting you there will far out last yours. Faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ. Romans 11:17 Trust will come as you delve into scriptures extracting those verses that speak to your mountain. This process more than likely drives you to seek and glean places and people in the Bible who displayed great trust in God. You learn of Job and his painful trying experiences and on occasion are grateful Job was Old Testament. Possibly you seek more relief and discover Joseph. Joseph, after eighteen years of unfair and underserved grief wins! Good to know. The night terror now becomes, “eighteen years”! Will I possibly be able to withstand such a trial? You begin to talk about it with your understanding Godly friends or Bible study mates. At this level in the trial, trust can and does waiver. You convince yourself one day that you can do this only to awake in the night gripped in fear and trepidation. You may have head and heart knowledge, but trust can be as elusive as a butterfly in the wind. Great trust and then not so great trust as a yo-yo comes and goes in a skilled hand. It is also possible to live in this stage as it is incomplete to receive the, “I am taking you to another level” reward.
Surrender is a sweet place to be and you believe the test and trail has end in sight. Scripturally surrender means yield. You are worn down and weary so yielding can be confused with giving up. Not so. Surrender means to yield to the plan of God. Your days are, “Okay, God, do what you have to do.” In the surrender stage, I would awake each day and remind myself that the day I was going to have is the day God had ordained or allowed. Many a day, I would end it with not liking the day I had, with a mumble, grumble and endless prayer request to just give the test a rest. I reached this stage three months ago. The faith and trust stage was my identity for an undeterminable amount of years. Oh, for rest, the sweetest of all places to be. You must long for it. God longs for it for you. Resting in God’s will is brand new to this skinny girl. I arrived a few weeks ago and it is quite sweet. To achieve rest, it is a conscious decision to stay in this place. Hopefully all the lessons learned in the first three stages will easily allow this. I must say it is born out of weary but weary must contain an abundance of trust, faith and surrender. Everyone gets weary and it is not necessarily a sign of lack in an area. “Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary. Galatians 6:9. Resting looks and feels like surrender but has no concern for the day. It is what it is. God says, “I know the plans I have for you, to prosper you.” How can we possible argue with this?
A day of rest awakens to hope that this might be the day the trial or test ends. If it does not end, you go to bed with the thought that tomorrow might bring the answers and the puzzle pieces to your doorway. You also maintain that at the end of the day and the answer has not arrived, you are most certainly one day closer to relief. You know that you know that you know God will not and cannot deny his promises for you.
“Remember the word which Moses the servant of the Lord commanded you, saying, ‘The Lord your God gives you rest and will give you this land. Joshua 1:13
And the weary are at rest. Job 3:17b
Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him. Psalm 37:7a
Wisdom rests in the heart of one who has understanding. Proverbs 14:33a
And his resting place will be glorious. Isaiah 11:10c
Do not destroy his resting place. Proverbs 25:15b